"If you have no faith, it is because you don't own yourself. You let someone else decide how you're going to get screwed. Decide for yourself how you're going to get screwed. Some ways are fun."

conclusion: SO not me... therefore... it can be concluded that i did not write that... which is true...

now... sonya... and all others out there... but particularly sonya...
flirt like it's a god-given talent?? duncha think that flirting is urmm.. kinda mean? but then again... i wont know if i am flirting or not... but i darn right hope i'm not... coz that would be really bad... but i got this totally bad feeling like i doooooo.... *wails in despair* sooooooooo sorry... everything i say is for real... so does that count as flirting?? someone do me a favour and define flirting for me...

camp tomorrow... i wonder if i will survive it or not... cos i had this dream... i wonder if my dreams are phophetic?? ok... digressing already... but... you see, i had this dream that i dies at camp... talk about morbid~! and it was so real and quite disturbing... my sub-consicous must have picked up my fears... *worried look* so scared... okok... so i'm trying to relax and hope that i'll dream of sanzo.. can u believe that i'll hafta go without staring at pics of sanzo for 3 days... count them... 3 whole days... i'll die! at least camp got grace who likes saiyuki too... can talk to her abut how cute sanzo is and all that... teehee... and summore can try to presuade her to sing *for real*....

ok... NOW yy tells me that brian wasnt over at her house yesterday.. which means that i COULD haf called her! so pissed... i'll miss talking to her... sigh... aiyar... brian arh... can u plz have a routine that u follow?? like go to her house every saturday?? y u haf to go and change your schedule??